rach3l

well i got in some trouble, and it was never supposed to leave my pastors office. however my youth director felt the need to tell two of the teens parents. how is that not telling anyone? how is that “leaving it in the room”? he was supposed to ALWAYS be there for me. i guess not.. oh and then she has given me the 5th degree since then, barely spoken to me.. when before all of this mess, she talked to me anytime she could, depended on me even. how is that one choice in life can change so much? this part of my life should have come with a warning label!..